I’m not feeling as lost as I was a couple of weeks ago. I still have no job (which sucks massively), and I’m still kinda in limbo, but I’m starting to see through the fog.
I kinda feel like I’m standing still and everything else is zooming by around me. Everything is happening to everything else and I’m just kind of experiencing it in a flash of conversations and text messages.
People getting engaged and unengaged. People getting sick and then better. People growing up but still feeling child-like.
It zooms.
And I’m learning I don’t have to be moving forward, I can just stop, nod and watch it all pass.
I don’t have to be a part of something. And sometimes it’s better not to be.
Sometimes it’s better to just be, rather than being in motion.
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